"I'm doing all the right things," I'd remind myself.
Writing blog posts. Scheduling content. Launching offers.
But underneath all of my attempts toward money and service on the outside, there was deep fear and lack of trust on the inside.
I was so afraid of what the world would think.
I was so afraid to ask for money and charge my worth.
Heck, worth…??? I didn't even know how to put a number on it.
It was exhausting.
Self sabotage kicked in.
I'm ready one moment, and then eat my worries away (deeper in) the next.
Finally I figured out that my attempts to "just get it done" were not in alignment with truth and success.
I needed confidence. I needed belief. I needed to muse myself into who I really am.
So, I disowned the scarcity circuits in me and have became allies with the Universal Principles of manifestation, magnetization, and surrendered leadership.
I let go of the stories about not enough.